thats all i can hear in the back of my mind as the tears start to stream out.these thoughts can be pretty haunting, but everything will be fine.i’ve made it this far in life, the struggles will keep getting harder to face, but another day pass, is another blessing.and that, is something to always be thankful for.
no matter how happy ill get, theres always something that’ll just keep from it.having so much bottled up, but no one to really talk to that’ll actually LISTEN.most of everyone is just nosy.reason why i keep to myself a lot.and people think im weird for my ‘random’ mood swings.you have no idea what goes on in my head.judge me all you want, but i could care less.you havent fought my battles, you havent walked a mile in my shoes and went through my struggles.